I wish I could take away people’s pain, I wish I could fix everything and anything and make people feel whole again. Unfortunately, I can’t do any of these things. It hurts more than anything to watch the person that means the most to you go through so much pain and so much suffering and not be able to do anything. I’m sadden not just for her loss but for pain it causes her. I wish I had answers, solutions, enough hugs, closure, enough of everything, all I can do is try everything I can to show her the light at the end of the tunnel. I can pick her up when she’s fallen, I can help her fight her battles, wipe her tears, give her guidance and help her mourn the loss of her father.
I love you peanut more than you know, more than you can imagine. You are like, no scratch that you are my SISTER. Time will heal wounds and your father will live on. You will find comfort and happiness knowing that each moment, and each challenge, success and loss he will be there, he will always be there.